VOICES: Remembering those lost 15 years after Fort Hood Massacre

Dr. Kathy Platoni, Psy.D., DAAPM, FAIS, COL (RET), US Army, is a clinical psychologist.

Dr. Kathy Platoni, Psy.D., DAAPM, FAIS, COL (RET), US Army, is a clinical psychologist.

November remains a minefield of anguish and horror. There have now been 15 such painful anniversaries. It was Nov. 5, 2009 when life changed in inconceivable ways.

It was at 1:34 PM on a balmy autumn day at the Soldier Readiness Processing Center at Fort Hood, Texas when Army Psychiatrist, MAJ Nidal Hasan opened fire at masses of soldiers readying for or returning from deployment to Iraq and Afghanistan. 13 were assassinated, including one (Army, retired) physician’s assistant and the unborn child of another soldier as she begged for the life of that child. More than one soldier rushed the shooter with chairs or tables to apprehend him, among them Army Captain John Gaffaney, SPC Logan Burnett, and CWO 2 Michael Cahill. The consequences of their bravery were deadly. The shooter continuously reloaded his weapons, as those in his sights dropped to the floor, frantically trying to escape. The methodical manner in which he attacked, maimed, and killed his fellow soldiers personifies true evil for the cold-blooded, malicious acts of violence and hatred committed against 44 innocents. This remains the deadliest mass shooting on any military installation in the history of the United States.

This parade float with tablets with the 10 Commandments and a replica of the Liberty Bell was parked in front of the Palmer Theater at Fort Hood Thursday where a memorial service was being held for four of the soldiers who were killed in the massacre on post last week.

Credit: Larry Kolvoord AMERICAN-STATESMAN

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Credit: Larry Kolvoord AMERICAN-STATESMAN

Medical personnel dashed into building 42003, attempting to secure doors with uniform belts as the rampage continued. Floors were soaked in the blood of the dying and wounded, making it impossible to render medical aid in time. As the shooter continued firing at fleeing soldiers outside the building, he encountered civilian police officer, SGT Kimberly Munley, who was struck in the thigh and femur during the exchange of gunfire, her weapon jamming as she dropped to the ground, the shooter then kicking it from her grasp. Civilian police officer, SGT Mark Todd, then confronted the shooter, firing 5 rounds, demanding surrender and handcuffing him as he lost consciousness. As a result of a gunshot wound to the spinal cord, the shooter is now a paraplegic, residing on death row at Fort Leavenworth, Kansas. He was convicted of 13 counts of premeditated murder and 32 counts of attempted premeditated murder by unanimous verdict of military court martial, handed down within less than 2 hours of deliberations. From death row, he is given free reign to continue his contact with known terrorist organizations overseas.

Though the shooter had been surveilled for six long years by the Department of the Army, the Department of Defense, the FBI and the Joint Terrorism Task Force, these investigations were shut down by the Obama administration. Then moved to Fort Hood, Texas by the same, MAJ Hasan was scheduled to deploy to Afghanistan with my unit, the 467th Medical Detachment (Combat Stress Control). Reportedly, I was at the top of his hit list as his designated supervisor, though I was only informed of this shortly after our arrival in country.

In the 15 years since, nothing has changed. The Fort Hood Massacre is still considered an act of workplace violence and not a mass shooting. My efforts to overturn this have resulted in direct threats to cease and desist by two elected officials. Letters to former presidents have been sent back by the Secret Service “because they couldn’t be vetted.” There have now been ten more lives lost as a result of the heinous acts of the shooter, those “Killed After Action” by suicide among the survivors, the wounded, and the families of the fallen. Survivor guilt impales the souls of those who were spared, ghastly memories permanently etched in their brains.

Recounting this national tragedy should never exclude the gallantry of those who sacrificed their lives through their unequalled courage under fire. Today, we pay tribute to those whose lives were lost so unnecessarily and to those exceptional heroes who, without reluctance, were so willing to make that same sacrifice.

“Greater love hath no man (or woman) than this, that they lay down their lives for their friends.” John 15:13

Dr. Kathy Platoni, Psy.D., DAAPM, FAIS, COL (RET), US Army is the editor of Combat Stress Magazine and Clinical Director for the Southwest Ohio Critical Incident Stress Management Team.

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